You? really ?

We'll never know our full potential unless we push ourselfs to find it #givesyouwings - travis rice

So this is another long post but it is something close to my heart that few people know , the other side to me .

Really ? Me ?

Inside I am the biggest tomboy ever

Really ? You ?

Yep

Let me explain the quote a the top first ,

Travis rice is a inspirational red bull extreme snowboarder , I don't snowboard , he isn't a direct inspiration to me but I am sure he is to many .

I love extreme sports , I don't know what it is but I am addicted to them here are a few examples for all of those Girly girls that have no clue what I am going on about

Red bull x fighters
Jackass
Nitro circus streamed dirt biking
Not really but :
Bmx
Roller derby
Trike things flips etc

I don't compete in any of these as sports but OMG would I love to , things like this suck me in soooooooo much .

The really me comes out around REALLY close friends and family , to everyone else I am a fashion fanatic Girly girl which I hate as I seem to fix every stereotype . People will never really know the real me as it most comes out around my 'guy' friends  . In fact just today I have a nerf gun fight that turned into a zombie war where I got hit so many times by a tennis ball ( they were grenades ) . By the way this was with my brother two of my friends and a 3 year old but I still think that was the happiest I have been in a while because I felt myself more than ever .

If the future I want to be this extreme sports girl but I don't think I will . I want tone able to free run before anything if you don't know what that is , it is flipping and climbing up walls by using basic gymnastic skills ( which I lack) but it looks so fun , where you practise it is full of foam pits and just foam walls but I can't go yet because I am nevus and I have no skill but u will try , eventually  .

I have kinda dreamt of being this pretty perfect , Girly girl for a while , the bitch everyone hates because she is perfect but I don't want that anymore I want to be the girl that's one of the guys , THE REAL ME. Today helped me find that out .

If you get the chance take the time out of your bubble and find who you want to be not who society Leeds you on to be ? Xxxx

Ok that's a long rant that I doubt anyone can relate to but that me and this is my bubble

Join me again later
If the world doesn't end ?
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

YOLO