Sooooooooooo that happened

Soooooooooo hiyaaaaaaaaa

This one is kinda serious but it is something I need to share and this is my place to share everything , this is my little mad world and the sooner you know the better .

Some of you my know I am weird and that is no secret but I have secrets , underneath the weird and don't get me wrong I love being wired and special and insane because it make my life fun but sometimes it can be one of my biggest disguises .

I am quite a quite person around the rest of the world other than friends and family . And if I am honest I am a loner I like that. Because even with friends you can be a loner and my friends are all different we are a bunch of insane loners and I glad to say we are all wallflowers (yes yes I know the book and film and I am copying them, after watching the film it opened up allot to me )

This is really about my past though , I feel I have had to carry everything that has happened to me (there's allot ) under my arm and on my back my whole life and I don't Need to . Things happen, life happens , the past is gone , why worry , I have asked myself who am I ? Countless time , I am No one but myself , and who is that , lately I have been creating that because before I was my past .
Don't get me wrong I have had a great life but some of it I will have to carry around with me for no other reason than it is important .

And as my teenagers years created the rest if my life I have decided to have my past in mind to create my limit and to push she how life I can go to creating memories and making the now the best past for my future ( if that makes sense ) .

As I said my friendship group is a bit weird and half of us are still 4 inside (one being me ) but I have found out of all my friends there are 2/3 people that have had really serious things happen so we know how and when to be mature which is good and I like that .
Half the people at my school act like they are 22 and I hate it they really annoy me with how judgemental they are of us and how stupid we act. But really all we do is live life !

Be a wallflower and see things and understand ,be a loner and do what you want with the people you want , have friends that,Iive life like you ,be different and create the free person you know you want to be , act like you are 4 when you can but know when to stop ,BE YOURSELF because you can't be anyone else and while we are still teenagers CREATE YOURSELF , the person you. Wish you were but you and different . LOVE BEING WHO AND WHAT YOU ARE whole you can ! Hate to say it but YOLO you do only live once and all people I should know that
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(Inside joke )


Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee sorry it was a downer but seriously
YOLO ( hate that word but it is true )
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